My Beginnings

When I was 7 years old, I woke up in the night and saw my Nana – who had passed away not long before.

To say it was scary is an understatement, as I had no idea what was going on.

As it turns out, Nana’s visits were the start of what would be an amazing life practicing mediumship, connecting the living with their loved ones who had passed on to Spirit.

But for a long time, I hesitated to tell anyone what I was seeing, afraid that people would think I was mad. Even as I grew more confident in my skills as a medium, I lacked the courage to reveal what I did. With time, I realised it was only my own fear keeping me back from achieving my true potential. How? I help people around the world to know that while their loved ones may have passed away, they are not truly gone – they are still in Spirit, waiting to connect.

These were two examples of my Nana’s visitations: I woke up and there at the foot of my bed was my Nana. She was tucking in my sister, who was unwell. Nana turned, looked at me, smiled and then faded away. What!!!!?? That really freaked me out. My nightly ritual after this incident was to close the curtains, push the curtain on to the window ledge and line up my dolls on top of this. Then check the wardrobe and lock it. Check under my bed and then bury myself for the night in my bed. I did not understand where she had come from so I was covering all bases so to speak!

Then at 16 as a normal teenager, I had a big row with my Dad, stomped up the stairs heading towards the bathroom where I slammed the door shut behind me. I turned to look in the mirror and there she was, my Nana!

What was happening? I turned to check the door behind me, there was nothing on the door, it was a plain white door. But turning to the mirror, there she was, as large as life and so real to me.

I don’t know why but I was drawn to stand in the middle of the house and speak to her. I told “I am scared, I don’t understand what is going on and please go away and leave me alone”. I followed this up by promising that when I was ready and really understood everything that was happening around me I would let them back in. This was to be when I was 34.

This was a very difficult time of my life and I ended up in a Spiritual Church. I just KNEW that this is where I would get some help. This was my first visit to a Spiritualit Church. I had fulfilled the promise to Spirit that ‘when I was ready I would let them back in’.

As I walked in the energy felt warm, friendly, like a big family and I instantly felt at ease. I went every week and got lots of messages from Spirit from the mediums on stage. Each week, getting stronger within myself.

I discovered their classes and I went to them all. However, at no point did I want to become a medium.

In time my teacher saw a potential in me and invited me to share a church service with her. I was to do one message only.

I turned up, so very nervous and we waited for my teacher to arrive. She did not! We found out later that her car had broken down. I was told that I would have to do the service on my own. You can imagine my fear. I have never trusted Spirit as much as I did that day. I was faced with an audience of about 70 people, all wanting a message from Spirit. I just HAD to do it. And I did! Spirit did not let me down!